Hello. I haven’t been on this blog in forever, but I feel the need to say that I just don’t know what to think of Chris anymore. It litterally depresses me that I can barely stand the person that I looked up to for years. He has let me down so hard. It hurts. He seems to be getting better, hopefully.. but I don’t know if I’ll ever trust him again. I feel like everything he says is bullshit. This isn’t a hate post, it’s a truth post. This is how I feel and its sucks. Why did he have to change? I miss him. I miss his music.
I will always LOVE Never Shout Never, and they will always be one of my favorite bands, but they aren’t the same anymore and I’m not going to keep lying to myself that they are. I still listen to them, go to their concerts, etc. I’m just not an obsessed fangirl anymore. Their music isn’t very good anymore, it seems forced out, I only like a few songs on Indigo…they aren’t the same band that I fell in love with so why should I force myself to be obsessed with them. And I think the main thing is that Chris doesn’t give me that special feeling anymore. He’s doesn’t inspire me to be a better person like he used to. Admit it, he’s different, and not in a good way.
I changed the URL on my new blog, so if you aren’t following me yet.. you should ;)